.ALONE.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

I have not been back here for quite awhile. Been busy trying to cope with my new posting in NS, trying to get used to everything. Now everything in my life is super messy and untidy just like how my room is. everything is here and there, and nothing can be found. My life is such a mess. When will i arrange it back or will i even be able to arrange it back?

Have you ever wished you were someone else so badly that everytime you fall asleep, you dream of that life and how awesome it would be? And when you wake up, you just feel like falling back asleep. And you wished so hard that after awhile you think that the dream is reality and that the reality that you are living in is nothing more than a constant nightmare with no way out?

I miss so much things from the past. Why does the past always looks so much nicer and pleasant than compared to the present or the future. Where is my restart button?

8:45 AM